ayah enna
A fresh grad who finds herself waking up after lunch (GMT+8, mind you). She is into videogames, anime & manga , certain book genres, a bit of music, and dogs. An introvert, she is generally slow in warming up unless she sees that a person has at least a common interest. She knows too little of HTML so she had to download this pre-made layout.
(It's really more of me being invisible, on SMS or using meebo)
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octubre 16, 2003
I just woke up and I have the urge to post right now because I've just found myself in a bizarre situation. I know that there are people who woke up screaming while there are others who woke up aroused. Me? I have warm streams of tears flowing down from my eyes when I got up just a while ago. I don't exactly remember what my dream was about but I do know I was dreaming when it occured. Another thing that I remembered was that my sister and I were quarreling though I forgot what the conflict was all about. It was not all verbal throwing; in my dream, she even hit my head with bottles that didn't break with each beating (oro?) several times. While it is not uncommon for us to argue in reality, the latter is unlikely to happen when we're both awake and in fits of rage that go over the top. Besides the physical abuse, her words must have stinged badly for me to be hurt that much.Now that I'm thinking about it, our quarrels were like that sans the bottles. The bottles could be those awful threats that we give each other with every bout. I remember an incident in my childhood when me and my sister fought during lunch and since our parents weren't around, I dared her to try smashing a plate over my head when she said that she was so angry at me that she felt like doing. She almost did. It was stupid but I was probably below ten when that happened.
What's weird was that I don't there was any emnity between me and her last night so why now? What could have triggered my unconciousness to surface something as mean as this? It's so bizarre, I'm confused! I hope that's the last of it for I don't enjoy dreams like that.
